1. |
Wounds
03:01
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Erosion of my sanity like a poison I can’t see
I’m slipping in and out of my own dark reality
I'm sick of sifting through your lies
They’re slowly killing me
Distorting everything I know and everything I see
If time heals wounds
Then why am I still bleeding?
Dying to survive
I tried to bury the past but it’s eating
Eating me alive
It’s haunting me
I see it every time I close my eyes
I can’t keep all these memories from fucking up my mind
I'm sick of sifting through your lies
They’re slowly killing me
Distorting everything I know and everything I see
If time heals wounds
Then why am I still bleeding?
Dying to survive
I tried to bury the past but it’s eating
Eating me alive
If time heals wounds then why am I still bleeding
Dying to survive
Dying to survive
If time heals wounds
Then why am I still bleeding?
Dying to survive
I tried to bury the past but it’s eating
Eating me alive
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2. |
Numb
03:14
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My patience grows thin
I don’t know where to begin
I need something to change
Chemicals in my brain
Trapped in my skin
I’m hanging over the edge
Rather feel numb than pain
Feelings I can't escape
I feel numb
Sick of wishing I was anybody but myself
And I can’t run
From these thoughts inside my head that I could never tell
And it feels like hell
My patience grows thin
I don’t know where to begin
I need something to change
Chemicals in my brain
Trapped in my skin
I’m hanging over the edge
Rather feel numb than pain
Feelings I can't escape
Reflecting what I see,
In who I want to show,
My own worst enemy,
Is what I can't let go
My patience grows thin
I don’t know where to begin
I need something to change
Chemicals in my brain
Trapped in my skin
I’m hanging over the edge
Rather feel numb than pain
Feelings I can't escape
Rather feel like nothing,
Cause something feels like pain,
It’s getting harder just to look the other way
My patience grows thin
I don’t know where to begin
I need something to change
Chemicals in my brain
Trapped in my skin
I’m hanging over the edge
Rather feel numb than pain
Feelings I can't escape
My patience grows thin
I don’t know where to begin
I need something to change
Chemicals in my brain
Trapped in my skin
I’m hanging over the edge
Rather feel numb than pain
Feelings I can't escape
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3. |
Cult
02:19
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Leave your conscience at the altar
And your morals at the door
Now that all you’ve built begins to falter
From the problems you ignore
Tell me when you look at your reflection
Are you proud of what you see?
Still you question, my disaffection
Why don’t you practice what you preach?
Is this the hill you’ll die on?
Is this where you take your stand?
You’re quick to point the finger
When the blood is on your hands
Are you devoid of reason?
Or just so blinded by your faith?
Desperate for something to believe in
It leaves a bitter taste
Is this the hill you’ll die on?
Is this where you take your stand?
You’re quick to point the finger
When the blood is on your hands
When is it enough?
All the hurt and the shame
You can’t wash out the stain
You’re a victim of your own ways
Twisting all that you've read
Hanging on by a thread
You can run but you can’t escape
Is this the hill you’ll die on?
Is this where you take your stand?
You’re quick to point the finger
When the blood is on your hands
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4. |
Heavy
03:03
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Breathe it in, breathe it out
This heaviness is weighing on my chest tonight
Bury me with my doubt
I’m haunted and left here alone
I'm lying wide awake with the lights off
Trying to fight the pain in my head
I’d tell you everything if I just could find
The right words to say
Cause I can’t let it it go
I’m stuck inside my head
Hanging on but I choked
On every word I said, and
These voices never end
Can I feel okay again?
Breathe it in, breathe it out
This heaviness is weighing on my chest tonight
Drown me in my doubt
I’m scared to be left here alone
I'm lying wide awake with the lights off
Trying to fight the pain in my head
I’d tell you everything if I just could find
The right words to say
Cause I can’t let it it go
I’m stuck inside my head
Hanging on but I choked
On every word I said, and
These voices never end
Can I feel okay again?
Cause I can’t let it it go,
I’m stuck inside my head
Hanging on but I choked,
On every word I said, and
These voices never end
Can I feel okay again?
It’s like I’m always on the razor's edge of hopelessness
I feel the tension in my bones it's piercing through my skin
Cause I can’t let it it go
I’m stuck inside my head
Hanging on but I choked
On every word I said, and
These voices never end
Can I feel okay again?
Cause I can’t let it it go,
I’m stuck inside my head
Hanging on but I choked,
On every word I said, and
These voices never end
Can I feel okay again?
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5. |
Scars
03:05
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Am I deluded?
Fabricating memories
Or is it human
To see what’s not in front of me?
Now the veil’s been torn and I can breathe
Picking up the pieces that were taken from me
Nobody knows the weight and the cost
The pain and the loss of starting over
Starting over
So secluded
Blind to any clarity
This disillusion
Upending my reality
Now the veil’s been torn and I can breathe
Picking up the pieces that were taken from me
Nobody knows the weight and the cost
The pain and the loss of starting over
Pull back the layers to reveal all my scars
I’ve gotten this far but I’m starting over
I can see, I can breathe
But I know there’s not much left of me
The veils been torn, I’m finally free
I’ll rewrite my history
Nobody knows the weight and the cost
The pain and the loss of starting over
Pull back the layers to reveal all my scars
I’ve gotten this far but I’m starting over
Nobody knows
Starting over
Nobody knows
I'm starting over
Pull back the layers to reveal all my scars
I’ve gotten this far but I’m starting over
Starting over
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